Wednesday, May 2, 2018

Crunch. And Crunch. And ow.

Day 2 of Muffin Top May.

My muffin top hurts.

My legs hurt.

Everything hurts.

No pain, no gain though!!!!!

Tuesday, May 1, 2018

"It's Time for a Few Small Repairs", she said.

Or large ones. 




sorry for the blurriness, cats, and my sleeping kids in the background. 


I got on the scale today. 

229.6

UGH. It's easily the heaviest I have ever been, and I feel horrible about it. 

Before anyone preaches to me about loving yourself at any size, I do love myself...and this is why things have to change. I love myself enough to realize that this is not a healthy weight for me. 

My older sister sent me pictures of us from her wedding. 


dang it, y'all, I was CUTE. and skinny. 

I realize that 16 year old me is an unrealistic goal. I've been pregnant 5 times since then, I have two living kids, I'm pumping for my 11 month old...blah blah blah. But I can be better than 229.6
Hell, I HAVE to be better than 229.6
I'm GOING to be better. 

I finished day 1 of the May exercise challenge. 

It's a brand new month and I am honestly ready to kick some ass. 
I think one of the things that's killing me is sitting down to pump and then dragging my ass (watching Netflix etc) even after I'm done pumping. 

NO more. 
I already gave up Dr. Pepper...actually all soda. I need to up my water intake too. 
Small steps!!!! 

Monday, April 30, 2018

Where have I been?

WELLLLL...


I got pregnant.


And had a baby.


And lost a bunch of weight.


And gained a bunch back because pumping.


This sweet thang is Josie. She's 11 months old.
I'm ready to kick some weight loss ass so that I can keep up with my girls!!!!


This starts tomorrow. I'm ready to make a change. THE CHANGE.
This WILL be my last plus size summer.

Until tomorrow!!!