sorry for the blurriness, cats, and my sleeping kids in the background.
I got on the scale today.
229.6
UGH. It's easily the heaviest I have ever been, and I feel horrible about it.
Before anyone preaches to me about loving yourself at any size, I do love myself...and this is why things have to change. I love myself enough to realize that this is not a healthy weight for me.
My older sister sent me pictures of us from her wedding.
dang it, y'all, I was CUTE. and skinny.
I realize that 16 year old me is an unrealistic goal. I've been pregnant 5 times since then, I have two living kids, I'm pumping for my 11 month old...blah blah blah. But I can be better than 229.6
Hell, I HAVE to be better than 229.6
I'm GOING to be better.
I finished day 1 of the May exercise challenge.
It's a brand new month and I am honestly ready to kick some ass.
I think one of the things that's killing me is sitting down to pump and then dragging my ass (watching Netflix etc) even after I'm done pumping.
NO more.
I already gave up Dr. Pepper...actually all soda. I need to up my water intake too.
Small steps!!!!
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